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“I should have closed my legs, I wouldn’t be in this mess alone”

I am 26 years old and I am from Soweto. I enrolled in university in 2013 and went to university to continue my studies, but I failed and couldn’t get the degree.

When I was in university, I used to have parties and forgot about school work. At that time I didn’t care much about my scholars because I was very beautiful and rich people were all over me. I did not return with the qualification certificate, but with two twins without fathers.

I am alone. My parents passed away a few years ago. My brothers and sisters said that I must work hard to support my children.

I really don’t know what to do because I’m trying my best to look for a job. It’s very hard for me to look for a job while I’m with my twins, my family say they can’t take care of my babies while i hustle because they also need to do their own things. I’m desperate for anything.

In this case, what advice can you give me? I am really frustrated and thinking about taking my own life.

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